i'm coming home now.....

counting the days to exit this obstinate kingdom and to return to my native soil. Hand me the world in a silver platter or even a diamond tiara wont stop me now. I dont want anything else except for getting on a jet plane and heading home.

ooo boy...s

this two never ceases to amuse me every single day even in this distress region...

LOVE heals everything, and LOVE is all there is

nevermind me

beanieBeansss

OMG....seriously, i need my coffee....i need Starbuck or Coffee Bean or San Francisco Coffee....anything will do....

i need my coffee, i need my coffee...please, is there someone out there who is kind enough to post me some beansssssssss....

deniaL

Couldn't believe the things happened around me. I've lose my normal routine cause now I'm in a new path. But what am I doing? Seriously, where am I right now? Now I know there is more to it but still keep longing in my old path. But why am I still denying eventhough now I know there is something more out there and by that, this is the truth, everything is here face to face and the rest is all in the past. What do I came for? What did I expect to find? So boundless with terror. So, please stop running back to old times.
p/s: this is not a suicide note, just feeling a bit of nostalgic in the middle of no where...

thankful

The greatest point of your life are the ones in which you resolve your difficulty on your own. Take your life in your own hands and do not point finger on others. The rise and fall of your life has been set by the Almighty. There is a point when you are above of all, smiling widely over and thinking this might be forever, but at some point the wheel of life will rotate and you will be underneath of all the unpleasant things in life. So be thankful on what you have had. Nobody knows when it will be cart off from our existence.

*a mental note for myself

caffeine struck

this is not my cup of tea, im a coffee person..so sip off!

HOME sick

missing d'Z clan...
pappa
mamma
abbe
akie-kot
the catz: To-ken, Marie, At-tok, Cemeq, Tobey

the invention of Yapping

What a fool, thinking that oneself is a prudent but in reality - full of crap. Keep on yapping about this and that...yaddayaddayaddayadddaaaa...on and on, and on..Look, its so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and dont say it..Simple as A,B,C..Tutup mulut and jangan bagi lalat masuk. You dont want to be like a fish on the wall with its mouth gaping 24/7 dontcha??Looking silly and thoughtless.......Just a mental note: a lie would have no sense unless the truth were felt to be dangerous....

ternyaTa

Life is just a chance to grow soul. Each day is a journey towards a purpose, sometimes crazily, miserably, acutely in despair and racked with sadness, but through it all we know quite certainly that to be alive is a huge thing.