deniaL

Couldn't believe the things happened around me. I've lose my normal routine cause now I'm in a new path. But what am I doing? Seriously, where am I right now? Now I know there is more to it but still keep longing in my old path. But why am I still denying eventhough now I know there is something more out there and by that, this is the truth, everything is here face to face and the rest is all in the past. What do I came for? What did I expect to find? So boundless with terror. So, please stop running back to old times.
p/s: this is not a suicide note, just feeling a bit of nostalgic in the middle of no where...